Friday, September 12, 2008

I thought I knew.


The time went by and I didn't even notice what I did in the mean time. I think I was too sure for my life. I took it for granted. But, it turned back and slapped me right on my face.
It's still red.

I thought I knew what I had to do in my life and what will be the modus-operandi to get it, or for this, to achieve it. At the snail's pace my inerests started changing, so much so, that I didn't even realise that now I want to do something else...or may be I want to do what I wanted to do hitherto. I may be sounding confusing, but believe me I myself am confused.

When I came to Pune for my graduation in mass communication, I had already planned to go into print journalism, and then later to be an author (which I still think I want to be!!). But, then somewhere in the middle I lost the touch in journalism and started confusing myself. Broadcast? Post Production? Film Making? Advertising? or back to Print Journalism??

I CONFUSED MYSELF... I have no idea HOW!!!!

Now, when I look back, I find myself nowhere. And still standing confused. It's my penultimate year of my graduation. So, that means I need to pull up my socks and finally decide what I'll do. In a couple of months I'll have to sit for my PG entrance exams, which is supposesd to be highly competitive.

So, All the best to me!!! :)